When you fear the end is near...

Yes, Mother's Day was hard, really hard, but it's all water under the bridge now. My mom has double pneumonia and she's dying, not that that's anything new. The person who she was died the day the accident happened. Her physical body has been slowly dying since. I've known it was coming all along, but now that it seems to be almost here I wonder, am I really strong enough to survive this?